Jadeybeetle..

I’m amazed. I have only just realised that there is a pill for nearly everything. Crazy.

Tafe whinge continued..

After a lengthy conversation with Tim last night, I still hate tafe.. But, I’m going to finish though. I seem to have a habit of starting things and never finishing them so maybe it’s time to break the habit. By the end of these 6months, my back is going to be dead, I’ll probably have injured at least 2 people, I may end up insane but I’ll have a piece of paper to look at.. That’s cool.. Right? Soooo going to do some majorly fun when all this is over… Like, get heaps excited and break stuff maybe. Oh dear.

Oh sighhh..

Is it a bad thing that I change my mind a lot? I don’t know. I’m kind of over studying. I’d much rather be working full time and actually be making money than sit in uncomfortable chairs all day in a place I hate, studying something I’m not sure I want to get into! Next week is week 6. Which means 12 weeks to go until it’s all over. I’m annoyed because I seriously thought I was actually set on doing something.. I think I want to just go into a hole and not come out for a very long time.. Seems like a wonderful choice at the moment. Hating things. Huge sigh. Maybe one day, things will be clear for me. I’ll know what I want to do.. Right now I just want to make money, save, go away and get ready to move out.. Week 18 cannot come quick enough.

Hmm..

Why is it that when you write a word over and over again, it seems to not make sense anymore? I just wrote my friends name a few times and then thought how strange it was that in my head, it was different to when I wrote it the first time. Strange :)

Just a Jadey style observation..

Isn’t it weird how much lawn mowers (in particular the green and black ones) resemble green ants?

Today, I found out what my baby sister is to be named. Grace Tameka. It’s good because I can call her Gracie.. Which will tie in nicely with Jadey, Paulie, Matty, Robbie and so on and so on.. Pretty keen for Gracie to be born. Not long to go now. Bring on September 22, 2009.

First week of TAFE!

I had my first week of TAFE last week and I am quite happy to report I got through it unscathed! I can’t believe I had been freaking out about it for so long, really. I was freaking out that I wouldn’t make any friends, but I have made 2 new friends and most of my class seem like really nice girls/ladies! I was also freaking out that people would be mean to me. There’s one person I’ve come across who seems to be quite an expert on being passive agressive.. But other than that she seems nice! I suppose we all have some passive agression come out from us at times. My teachers have already blown my mind with information overload! They all seem so smart! They have a lot of knowledge to offer and I plan to delve into the corners of their minds and learn as much as I can off them. I’m really keen to get stuck into my studies! I also forgot how beautiful the morning is. I wake up to see the sunrise, as I’m making my way to TAFE the sun is warming everything up and getting the world ready for the day. It’s quite amazing to watch the morning dew evaporate from beautiful plants, the grass and umbrellas… Watching the water birds start their day of play.. Come lunchtime, the cafeteria area is pretty full of hungry students. Sitting next to the pond, watching the animals play, talking with my new friends and listening to some guy play the acoustic guitar and sing is a really nice way to eat lunch! 1 week down, 17 to go!